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06 March 2011 @ 09:22 pm
If you could confront the worst teacher you've ever had, what would you tell him or her?

To my third grade teacher: "You ruined my life. Because of you, I don't know the basics. Basics of things like math (That's why I'm a book behind in math and may not graduate high school because I need to finish Algebra 2. No where close to that.), grammar (I know the important stuff, but I want to know why, so it'll be easier to understand.), cursive (I can't read or write cursive, minus my signature. Which is really ugly by the way.). You shouldn't even be a teacher. You have your favorites and non-favorites. As far as students go. I was one of your non-favorites. The other kids would set me up and I'd get in trouble. For example, the person who sat next to me, would ALWAYS talk. She wouldn't shut up! I couldn't even concentrate because of her. So when I finally told her, kindly, to be quiet, you yelled at me for talking. Kimberly, the girl next to me, was one of your favorites. I honestly think you were just waiting for me to speak up, so that you could punish me. Oh, and punish me you did. You made me sit in the single desk, all by myself, in the corner of the room, so I couldn't see the whiteboard. Humiliating! And when there was a project, we all had to get paper, glue, and scissors, and well, I got up to get some, and you yelled at me to "get off your floor." So, I couldn't do the project, and got an F. I remember when my mom found out that you were me teacher at the beginning of third grade. "Oh! She's a really good teacher! I'm sure you'll like her." said my mom.

Yeah right. Bullshit.
09 February 2011 @ 07:26 pm
What would be your first purchase if you won the lottery?

Gosh, ok. The first thing I would do is give most of it to my dad and brother. My dad because he needs help paying bills. And because he needs help paying bills, he needs to keep his crazy bitch girlfriend around, since she has most of the money in our home. We would move out together, not including his girlfriend. We would live in a nicer, less dangerous area. We would have walls with paint that doesn't chip easily. And we would be happy. :] My brother because he's in college now, but he also needs help paying for things, like college and bills. Because he lives with three other guys in an awesome apartment. Oh yeah, and those three people are all Chinese and they all, including my brother, speak Chinese. xD

But for me, I would get some new clothes and accessories, and anime and manga stuff, and doujinshi! :D Oh! Oh my gosh, and new shoes, especially boots. I only have like three pairs of shoes. And they're all falling apart. :[
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30 January 2011 @ 06:42 pm
What was your favorite childhood cartoon, and why?

Oh! Blues Clues. It really was such an amazing show. ^^ But only when Steve was there. Stupid Joe ruined it. :[ Haha, I remember, I had my little blues clues notebook and crayons, and a chair that was close enough to the chair on the show, and I would write in it along with Steve, and I would try and figure things out! xD And, when it was on, I'd go to my mom saying "Mom! Blues Clues is on!!" with a huge grin on my face. She'd say "Great, now go watch it!" Haha, oh goodness. It was fun, I miss that show.
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28 January 2011 @ 03:04 pm
Are there any movies that you watched over and over again as a child that you can't stand today?

Oh yes. Absolutely. All 3 movies of Back To The Future! I'm so sick of them. D: I've certainly watched all 3 of The Lord of the Rings too many times, but I'm not sick of those yet. ^^ Oh and one more. Eragon. I don't ever want to watch that again! I've seen it too many times. And, I still like the movie, I'm just sick of watching it.

Happy new year everyone! I know I'm late but I still have lots of things to say. :]

Let's start with the serious stuffs. x3

I'm sorry for neglecting LJ for a while. Like, all the time for a while. I've got no excuse, I'm really just a lazy procrastinator. :[ (I do months and months of procrastination. And then it's too late for things. D: ) So feel free to be mad at me and yell! I'll probably get sad, but I think I deserve it. Also, I'm extremely sorry for not commenting and talking with all my friends! I hope you all see this... because I feel really really bad about it. I really am super sorry. And I just want you to know that I'm going to try and fix that this year! :] I'm really trying to work on my procrastination! To get rid of it, you know? :3

Okay, a lot of things happened in real life, but I'll talk about that in a different post. I really don't feel comfortable talking about it with the post not locked. So~ I'll save life shit for a different time. :]

BUT. I'm making my journal a semi-friends locked one... once I figure out how. xD So, people who want to read about my life shit, or people who just want to add me as a friend, are going to add me as a friend. I mean, I'm not saying people are actually going to add me. 'Cause I bet you it won't happen. I'll probably end up adding them. But anyways, I'm just saying, if someone does, that's most likely the reason. Or reasons. :3

Ok so. Can someone help me here? I don't know how to make a journal post stay at the top. D: That would be absolutely amazing if someone would tell me. I've tried everything! (...well, obviously not, since I can't figure it out. ._.).

Oh my gosh ok. So I'm sick. I have this terrible cold, and it's going around the school! D: I don't know how, but I got it over Christmas break. And I wasn't even around anyone that was sick! ._. I've used up three Kleenex boxes since Sunday. How sad is that? xD

Okay, less serious stuffs now. Time for rambles! x3

Oh yes so, my dad just made me a grilled cheese sandwich, but there's like... nasty cheese on it, plus there's too much of it. Oh! I've got a story about grilled cheese sandwiches. :] When I was a little kid, I used to think that "grilled cheese sandwich" was actually "girl cheese sandwich" so, one say, I went out to the livingroom, thinking I made a big discovery! I said, "Hey mom! It's even now! There's a girl cheese sandwich, and a gameboy!" Oh my gosh, everyone laughed so hard. xD Oh goodness, the minds of kids sometimes, really. ^^

So you know how there's a key for the caret on a keyboard, right? (This thing: ^) I think they should have a key for the caret, but UPSIDE DOWN. :D So that it's pointing down. I think it's a great idea. >:3 LET'S ALL COMPLAIN TO THE PEOPLE WHO MAKE KEYBOARDS FOR COMPUTERS AND SAY "WE WANT UPSIDE DOWN CAREEEEEETS!! >:D"

Ok, well. I clogged the toilet yesterday at like... nearly 11 o'clock at night. And I couldn't find the plunger in the back porch AT ALL. I tried, though. I really did. Then my dad came out and he said he'd help. So, he did even more searching than me. He moved the tarp ('cause we had to cover the stuffs in the back because it's been raining a lot recently), he moved lots of things around, then my dad's (Ex?)girlfriend came out and said she would look instead. My dad kept insisted for her not to, but he eventually gave in, and she found it in like less than 2 minutes. xD It was behind the bikes (He did look there, though). And then the next morning (This morning) I accidentally clogged the toilet again. But I had to go to school and catch the bus in like... two minutes, and everyone else was asleep. SO. I put the toilet lid thing down, and pretended like I didn't know I clogged it. Like I closed the lid before it flushed all the way. AND. when I got back in today, it was unclogged, and no one said anything to me. xD

Alright, so I have a catbox in my room, because throughout the history of my cats, they all seem to really like peeing in my room. :/ So, I'm usually immune to the scent, but sometimes, like right now, I'm not. PLUS, there's the smell of stinky sweaty feet, and the smell of my period. You know, that nasty stench of the blood and stuff? ... or is that just me? After all, I do have like a... yeast infection or something. I should open up my window. In fact, I think I will right now.

... I think those last two rambles, especially the last one, was too much information. ._. SORRY. But I dun wanna get rid of it. :P

OKAY. All done. ^^ I will be posting up an original story soon~. It's a true story, by the way. :3

ALRIGHT. Now I'm all done. x3

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05 January 2011 @ 07:51 pm
How would you describe the last decade in one sentence?

Okay, this is going to be a long-ass sentence. xD I don't care if it's supposed to be cut into 5 sentences, I'll make it all one! >:3

A lot of things changed in me, and a lot of things changed around me, and even though I think of it as being the worst 10 years of my life, the worst time of my life, I think that good things—I can even go as far as saying amazing things—have happened to me in a way that made me appreciate life more, even those bad things made me realize that life may be bad sometimes, or all the time, but it's mostly that way because you make it bad, you can change it, if you want to, but you have to want to, you need to just take an extra step farther and try to see things in a different way, and also, the bad things that happen in your life may be overlapping the good things, but you just need to realize those good things.

Okay, sorry. That may not apply to everyone, But it does to me and most people in my life. (in fact, I think I need to tell some people this.) I would feel really bad if someone read this and thought "STFU, I try this and it doesn't work for me!! D:<" So, um. Yes. I'm incredibly sorry to those that this doesn't apply to. I really am. :[
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What goals do you hope to achieve by the end of this year?

Well, let's see.

-I plan on trying my VERY hardest to stop being such a procrastinator, and to especially stop procrastinating for months.
-Also, I want to be able to finish contests that I sign up for (Procrastination again).
-And to be better and faster at responding to people. Like their comments on sites and messages and emails (again procrastination. Plus forgetfulness).
-I'm going to try and force myself to write even when I have nothing to write about. As in, if I'm signed up for a writing contest, and I only have a somewhat-kind-of idea of what to write about, I'm going to write it out. I'm not going to try and keep planning and planning until it's too late to write. It's maybe not the best way to do things, but it's certainly better than not being able to finish writing for the contest because I've been planning so much. I just really REALLY want to write freely without thinking. :] I can't do it at all right now and I just really want to be able to.
-Apologize to everyone I haven't responded to in ages. And be forgiven. (I doubt that last one's possible, though. D: )
-Practice drawing and be good enough to where I feel I can make a decent web-comic. :]
-Stop putting stories on hiatus, and actually finish my multi-chapter stories. (Surprisingly, I haven't finished ONE story—Fanfic and original—not counting oneshots. :[ )

Ok, that's all. I'm really, honestly trying to work on my terrible (To the point where it's not even funny) procrastination. I don't know how the hell I got this bad. Oh! And if anyone has any suggestions on how to stop this bad habit thing, please let me know! I'll need it. Thanks~. :3
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18 September 2010 @ 12:08 pm
Hey everyone~ New story to post from a long time ago! ....Wait, hold on. I don't think that made any sense. xD Rewording: I made this fanfic a long time ago, posted it on FF.net, (on my non-yaoi account HERE.) like 3 months ago or something. Now I decided to finally post it here~. :D It's a Dengeki Daisy fanfic. I think it's amazing manga, so go read it! >:3

Anyways, here it is!

Title: Regret

Series: Dengeki Daisy

Pairing: Kurosaki Tasuku x Kurebayashi Teru

Word Count: 2,356

Rating/Warning: PG-13/Set during chapter 19. Things will be the same from the manga for a while, so it will make sense later on. Then there’s… Drama? And it may be a little choppy. Tell me if you think so.

Summary: Set during chapter 19, but there’s a twist that starts during chapter 20.


HERE. :DCollapse )
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30 August 2010 @ 01:14 pm
If there was something you could change about your past, what would it be?

Hm... I think I already answered a similar question like this one, but, what the hell. I'll answer this one too. x3

What I would want to change most would be my third grade year in elementary school, because that's when I developed Bipolar. It really ruined my life. I mean it really fucking ruined my life. The next thing I would want to change would be the fact that all the kids in my school (Yes, all of them) shunned me away after finding out I had Bipolar. I think my friends that I told that to, told other people and it just spread. I had six good friends, and after I told them about  my Bipolar, I only had one. She's been my best friend since then. We went to the same middle school, and I don't think I would have survived if it weren't for her. ^^ Mhm, yeah but I ended up switching out eventually. We're still friends~ even though we go to different high schools now. I'm glad she stuck with me, I needed it. :] The next thing I would want to change is what that mean kid from my middle school said to me, but mostly that I did what he said to. He told me to cut my wrist, that I would feel much better, and stuff like that. And, I did it. It's terrible because after a couple times, what he said about "me feeling better" or something, came true. And I eventually tried to kill myself a couple times by doing that. Mm, I'm glad I got help for it though, and I'm glad that I stopped being suicidal. And I'm glad that my family stuck with me too and supported me and found help for me and stuff. I'm glad for a lot of things. And, honestly, if it weren't for the things that happened in my past, I never would be at where I am now. Which is an amazing school, with great friends, and I'm also learning my social skills and other things like that. ^^ So, I now that I think about it, I don't think I would want to change anything, even after all the shit I've been through. Because I like where I'm at now. :]
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